Friday, 28th Nov 2003

First day of my actual holidays are starting... And without the As some of the burden on me is relieved... Not that I had any burden before the exams... Lolz... Trusting God is always that important.

Yeah later must remember to drag my cousin down for camp as well... My mother seems to be like, so, overprotective. "Must take care of him hor?!" That sorta thing...

Sigh. At least I won't have to wear a hairband... Lolz.

*****away for camp till 1st*****
11.28.03 (9:49 am)   [edit]

The end of the As...

Hallelujah! Whatever... I'm feeling super exhilarated now... All thanks to God that all the exams have passed without a hitch... Now to hope for 7 distinctions... Or at least 5. Lolz.

Tomorrow's the start of the camp and I (or rather, my mum) still can't find any blue or silver colour that can be applied without having to peroxide my scalp. Sigh. Maybe I just have to go au naturel...

Paper 3 was fun. No stress. Just complete it clinically. And what a clinical climax too... Almost more like anticlimax. Considering the toughness of other papers... This one was relatively easy.

And well... Prepare for camp... No coloured hair!~ Bleah... Just hope I won't have to use someone's hairband...
11.27.03 (8:00 pm)   [edit]

Headache...

Combi of Paper 0 and Paper 5 of physics today, and paper 5's my most stressful paper of all. 16 marks, 1 hour, and so definitely unpredictable... Paper 0 was more fun... But dunno if can score distinction anot. People like that ultra smart China girl from 22/02 definitely will hit distinction one lor...

Then later got practice... Wah... Head throbbing liao man... Like 18th Nov's Maths 0 and Chem 3 combined sia... Also headache like crazy...
11.26.03 (6:06 pm)   [edit]

25 Nov, Hari Raya Puasa

Happy Hari Raya to the Muslim community... It's the start of a new Muslim year already. And everyone across the globe, just about every Muslim ought to be celebrating right now. It's the same for the Hindus' Deepavali, the Christians' Christmas, and the Chinese New Year. Everyone gets to celebrate.

While I still have to study... Or at least pseudo-study. That's what my mum says... 3 more papers. Tomorrow's physics S and physics design P5, and I think I'll screw up P5. Lolz. How exactly does one study for a design paper? So bleagh.

Grad Nite... And I still wanna colour my hair blue... Asked Debs today... And she said blue.silver looked bad on me. Sigh. I only wanna be vain... And TRY to attract other girls. If we're suited for each other, that is. At most I'll just drag her out for lunch at BK and watch Looney Tunes Back In Action if I can't find any girlfriend at Grad Nite... Nah just kidding lah.

Slept again today. Too nice lah, the weather...
11.25.03 (7:38 pm)   [edit]

How I wasted today.

Went Mac's to study with the 2 fruitcakes & Edmund... Then went to play C & C Generals at a LAN shop... My first time. Expected I lost lah... Lolz.

Then tried 2 brutal USA armies at Edmund's house compared to 1 China army of mine... And I lost. Sigh.

Saw my da ma at Mac's as well as Victor Ma Kam Wing. Haven't seen him for such a long time but he still looks the same. Same hairstyle, same writing style, whatever. Just add 2 years to his age. Haha.

Hair: Highlighting is pricey at 40 bucks... Sigh. For 1 week only, too... Man... I'm not gonna like it. But it's to attract girls mah. Haha... No really. It's only for my own vanity that I'm doing it... :D
11.24.03 (8:55 pm)   [edit]

Hey...

I saw my favourite little girl again today... :D Haha... Her mum's allowed me to kidnap her liao... Then her mum also asked me to play for next week's service... Quite fine, considering Kevin's back and it'd be better to let him play with Faith on the 7th. Just that I can't stay over on the 29th as well in addition to the 28th... So weird... Means I can havoc on the 30th night!! Yeah... And colour my hair... Chiobu says blue as well... OK lor... So many people said blue already so I might as well go for blue... And if I can colour it soon then I can flash it off next week too... Lolz... After the As lah...

Then went for high tea at Hotel Rendezvous today... Haha... I'm stuffed... Too much water. Maybe more bloated than stuffed. And I've gotta hop in and out and back into camp again... Sigh.
11.23.03 (12:35 pm)   [edit]

Today...

Somehow I suppose today went rather well though I'm aching all over now... Haha... Well met the P6s and their parents, and realised that the "Loving Others" message last week was really really the REAL stuff. Trying to understand others... Well... I think I can do it much better now.

Hmm... So chatted with Becks today about why she's not around usually... Poor thing got hockey training on Sat... Haha... And I haven't been talking to her for quite a while liao. She's still as pretty as before anyways.

Then Adele looks quite chio today... With braided hair. Haha... Just told her about 1 Tim 2:9, all the stuff about braided hair. Lolz. Thought it was funny. Found out Tristan can drive liao. Just got his license. Grr!! And I can't. And he's only a few months older than me... What the... Buay tahan. Mental note: Go for driving course in future.

I suppose I have to find a way to allow Timothy to open up in camp. Dave said simply, " Show love." No matter how tough it is I shall attempt to undertake this job. Even if Fruitcake says it means that he'll pick on me. Like Dave said, "Look at Ivan Goh". I get the message...

England defeated Australia 20-17. And JR can't record everything down fully. Sigh. So sad... What a dampener...

OK, better get off now... I still got ushering tomorrow to do...
11.23.03 (12:41 am)   [edit]

Saturday...

Sometimes I just find it boring that I have to go to church on Saturdays. This is becoming all too routine and I don't feel like going. Not when there's the Wallabies vs England rugby finals at 5 and church only ends at 7... Furthermore there's the last episode of the Channel U drama which I wanna watch at 7.

And this is rather unbecoming of me. Am I being tempted to not do what I ought to do? Going to church and communicating with God... That should take my biggest priority! Not watching television, not doing other aimless stuff... For Satan :twisted: can just fill my schedule up with meaningless things to distract me from Jesus. And must I adhere to that? No! I can't! I musn't! No matter how much I wish to do so, that is just a mere temptation which I have to overcome. Romans 13:14 "Rather, clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the sinful nature."

Neither should I let the A Levels take preference and be put on a higher pedestal than God. To do so would be to deny Him the place that is reserved for Him. For what are exams but a mere mortal's concoction? Therefore it would not be right for me to elevate it by focusing so much on it, rather, God should be the main focus and yet I still ought to work hard to glorify God throughout the exams.
11.22.03 (1:00 pm)   [edit]

Today.

Physics 1 and 2 are over. Oh well... Some careless mistakes but still should be an A if P3 and P5 are quite ok... And I suppose my relatives (read: xiao meis, da jie, da ma, whatever, etc etc) are wondering why am I sms-ing them to ask if silver or blue hair colour looks better on me when-the-exams-aren't-ove r-and-you-ought-to-be-stu dying-still...

But they're all in favour of blue. And meanwhile Boh's dismissed it as rather gay. Hehe... But since my da jie, xiao meis and da ma all say blue looks better, might as well go colour blue lor...

Jie ah... Dun so depressed k? Still got P3 & P5 to go...
And Mao also... Remember: You can do it! Ganbatte... :lol:

Meanwhile I still have to find various methods of ensnaring either CH, LH or KK... Though my top choice would be KK... Lolz... *rolls eyes* whatever...

Sigh... Physics Paper 0 only on the 26th... Still got 5 days to go... Man... Somehow I just hope that my worst case scenario nightmare won't come through and I manage to flunk the As thoroughly... *Shiver* Well God's saying "trust Me!~" so I know I will...

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways, acknowledge Him,
And He will make Your paths straight.

So well, that's the only way I'm able to stand up to the A Levels and be totally at ease...

:D
11.21.03 (8:31 pm)   [edit]

Depressing day.

Well people may wonder why I'm starting a new blog in the midst of my A Levels. Shouldn't I be studying? Bleah. But I suppose the thing is that I hate studying. Could never sit down and flip through my notes endlessly at one shot. And chemistry today sucked because I lost 3 marks through carelessness. Darn. Very unlike of me to do so... Sigh.

But I suppose it is important to get the stuff within oneself out in sufficient time so that one doesn't get mentally affected.

Maybe I'm already mentally insane. I don't know. Lolz. I've got so many things in front of me within the near future.

21, 26, 27 Nov--- Physics papers. 5 in total to complete.
28 Nov to 1 Dec--- Church youth camp
29 Nov--- collect testimonials
2 Dec--- Grad Night
6 Dec--- SAT 2
7 to 10 Dec--- Tentative Bintan trip
7 Dec--- Worship service which might be my swan song

I'm going in to army on 12 Dec. A new experience, which I'll be glad to undertake. Especially when I know someone's watching over me.
11.20.03 (6:22 pm)   [edit]